Monday, April 12, 2010

confessions

im selfish.
im codependent.
im 2-faced.
im dishonest.
im self-centered.
im controlling.

i gossip.
i throw pity parties.
i dont keep my word.

im a hypocrite.
im complacent.

i dont strive to be better.
i dont love people.
i dont seek God.


im afraid
of being alone
of not being wanted
of being wanted... and then not
of failing
of the future
of who i am
of becoming my mother
of disappointing people
of hurting people
of losing those closest to me.


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